Been Broken Down But Slowly Building Back Up

Hello Followers and people that randomly stopped by to check it out,

I take it you have an idea of what the title is all about.. My last live experience about 2 months ago was in a cash game at crown and was dealt KK so i decided to raise around $22 and i had a caller. Flop came Q,2,2
she checked and i shoved whatever it was i had left and got a call to see that this (excuse my language) fuck wit had J2. since then i lost my faith with poker and still to this day feeling the burn of that hand. But i have been playing more online lately more than usual and im getting my faith and confidence back and have decided in the next month i will venture out to NPPL cash games to get an idea of what some of my opponents will be like for the VSOP at the end of next month. I have brought a few books to study up and make sure im a force to be reckoned with. I'm clearly after a strong finish at the national pub pokers VSOP it will be the biggest event for me since the Melbourne champs a few years back.Sadly I don't play many big event as I would like but when I get a chance i like to do everything i can to do 110%.
It would be awesome if you all would come out and cheer me on i know a couple of friends and family will be out that day to lend some support.

So ill be building myself back up ready to jump into the VSOP with my pokergear.com.au merch and take on the battle ...